May 07 2008
A Question for …
Right now, I’d love some vanilla ice cream with chocolate syrup, to have someone wash my hair (not that it’s dirty, I simply LOVE when you go get your haircut and the person massages your scalp) and then to be able to take a nap on the beach with warm sun on my skin and the sound of waves all around.
i want to be at home in bed cuz i’m sick - also watching trashy tv!
I want to be able to find a way to sell my art and not have to work outside the home. I’d also like to be able to make money from writing.
So I guess I want to be a freelance writer and a working artist.
Should I just pick one or is it possible to do both?
And I’d like to have a regular babysitter and be able to afford a housekeeper, so I have more time to work. And so I don’t have to leave the place a wreck, because, lets face it, even as a full time SAHM, the place will be a wreck
To let go….of everything I’m holding inside.
Peace of mind.
Ive been back less than a week and the stress too, is back.
I want…….it all, and i want it delivered.
To be held in my Mother’s arms and be told that everything is going to be okay.
My fingers have hovered above these keys for the last ten minutes. How can I even address the honesty and depth of emotion expressed here. How can I express how much I love the humor and inquiry you share?
To all of you, I send you healing, love, peace, laughter and, Rowena, in response to your question, I say do both. You clearly love both and my guess is you have the talent so why limit yourself. Life is an experiment - mix and match at will!!
I adore all of you - those I have met and those I have not - you inspire me, you keep me humble and remind me to love, laugh and share right now.
I want …to always hear all of the things you have to share.